不喜歡沉迷于happy ending。
不喜歡沉迷于甜言蜜語。
不喜歡沉迷于別人的陪伴。
不，也許不是不喜歡……而是害怕。
害怕依賴。
害怕習慣。
害怕再次被遺棄。
害怕再次被否定。
害怕期望。
因爲期望是毒，會把你吃定的毒。
也許，我已是被毒傷過的了。
而這毒的後患便是排斥幸福。
- Nov 13 Tue 2012 23:35
期望是毒
- Nov 04 Sun 2012 23:11
回來了
好久沒在痞客post部落了。
現在的心情有點藍……
不知道是因爲這幾天一直下雨的關係還是單純是自己的緣故……
課業讓自己有點招架不住了，卻因爲自己憂鬱的心情而不能專心。
好累好累，有時想找個人聊聊……
可是朋友們，好友們，也在忙課業呀……
還以爲自己有多獨立，原來不過如此。
- Feb 23 Tue 2010 02:53
This blog is getting old
- Jan 09 Sat 2010 02:47
你……最近還好嗎？ 我…應該…還好…吧？此刻……只想自己是半個圓
離那天……已經兩周了
你……最近還好嗎？
我們之間像是隔著真空似的…
要真正的溝通像是在真空裏呼吸
是你……太耀眼了嗎？
怎麽`連看你一眼，都會覺得很疼？
等待讓時間……變得更漫長
那兩年像是過了好幾季
可是那顆心意好像是個不老傳説一樣……
你……最近還好嗎？
我們之間像是隔著真空似的…
要真正的溝通像是在真空裏呼吸
是你……太耀眼了嗎？
怎麽`連看你一眼，都會覺得很疼？
等待讓時間……變得更漫長
那兩年像是過了好幾季
可是那顆心意好像是個不老傳説一樣……
- Aug 22 Fri 2008 22:38
遺憾
你曾經像過“如果時間可以倒流就好了”嗎？
如果怨恨是愛情的遺憾，那後悔就是人生的遺憾。
人生的遺憾不能避免。
人天生就會犯錯。
所以人天生就會後悔。
時間本來就不能倒轉。
所以遺憾是必然的。
人經常會等到錯過了，才感到可惜。
我討厭這感覺，可我也是人。
我只能默默接受事實。
- Aug 18 Mon 2008 21:51
真的，生命無价
老一輩的人不是都常說生命無价嗎？
真的，有時候，我們就是很容易忽略一些珍貴卻不是自己拼命爭取的。
健康不是理所當然的。
越是健康，就越要珍惜。
不要等到要失去，才後悔。
-
薇
真的，有時候，我們就是很容易忽略一些珍貴卻不是自己拼命爭取的。
健康不是理所當然的。
越是健康，就越要珍惜。
不要等到要失去，才後悔。
-
薇
- Aug 13 Wed 2008 16:31
雙面的我們
Everyone have two faces.
人必定會是雙面。
The ugly one alone, is not all that you are.
醜的那一面，不是你僅有的全部。
What's important is, to confront the oppposite you without averting your eyes.
最重要的是你要能毫無退縮地面對那一面的自己。
Because being human, is having both of them within you.
因爲身爲人的我們, 都有那兩種的自己。
Angelic Face, Devilish Face.
天使的那一面，魔鬼的那一面。
人必定會是雙面。
The ugly one alone, is not all that you are.
醜的那一面，不是你僅有的全部。
What's important is, to confront the oppposite you without averting your eyes.
最重要的是你要能毫無退縮地面對那一面的自己。
Because being human, is having both of them within you.
因爲身爲人的我們, 都有那兩種的自己。
Angelic Face, Devilish Face.
天使的那一面，魔鬼的那一面。
- Aug 13 Wed 2008 13:09
生病了……好難過！
昨天晚上……不不，應該是今天早上因了準備經濟學的考試熬通宵
應該是那是不小心感冒的
結果淩晨4點才躺在床上，估計是將近5點時才入眠
早上起來還賴床賴了25分鐘，差點遲到
所以睡了大概1.5鈡
帶病上陣超難熬的
一下要顧我的runny nose，一下又要拼命寫
2個专题研究，1個文章，總分95分
我大概沒寫完12分，希望能及格……
應該是那是不小心感冒的
結果淩晨4點才躺在床上，估計是將近5點時才入眠
早上起來還賴床賴了25分鐘，差點遲到
所以睡了大概1.5鈡
帶病上陣超難熬的
一下要顧我的runny nose，一下又要拼命寫
2個专题研究，1個文章，總分95分
我大概沒寫完12分，希望能及格……
- Aug 12 Tue 2008 14:43
考試真討人厭！
結果昨天一整天都沒機會看奧運。。。
考試真討人厭！
今天考General Paper...
作文倒還好， 我選了“Is it true that there is no real value in travelling?“ 為我的標題。
一個半小時的作文考試，我只花了50分鐘就寫得七七八八了。
剩餘的40分鐘我一直在寫例子，希望老師不要寫我太羅索 (我寫了足足4頁！
）
接下來是理解問答，這個一定死！
段落實有關narcissism的。超難的！
現在只求我能及格了！
考試真討人厭！
今天考General Paper...
作文倒還好， 我選了“Is it true that there is no real value in travelling?“ 為我的標題。
一個半小時的作文考試，我只花了50分鐘就寫得七七八八了。
剩餘的40分鐘我一直在寫例子，希望老師不要寫我太羅索 (我寫了足足4頁！
）接下來是理解問答，這個一定死！
段落實有關narcissism的。超難的！
現在只求我能及格了！
- Aug 10 Sun 2008 22:17
Olympics is ongoing! 要我怎麽專心溫書？！
一起來就連看了3場奧運比賽——女子射箭、男子沙灘排球、女子體操
Women Archery today is 1/4 Elimination Korea Vs Italy.
Super Nice, the Korean girls are really like 神箭手！
And most importantly, they broke the world record with total score of 231!
Beach Volleyball, China Against Aust...
It's a great one, seeing the Chinese's quick-reaction..
Through the competition you can really see Xu's quick-witted reactions..
And the most elegant Olympics sector i think - Women gymnastics..
The Americans are good...
Can't remember that particular girl's name, but her strunts are so elegant and her balancing is really good!
Seriously the women's performances are far better than the men gymnastic i watched last night.
Women Archery today is 1/4 Elimination Korea Vs Italy.
Super Nice, the Korean girls are really like 神箭手！
And most importantly, they broke the world record with total score of 231!
Beach Volleyball, China Against Aust...
It's a great one, seeing the Chinese's quick-reaction..
Through the competition you can really see Xu's quick-witted reactions..
And the most elegant Olympics sector i think - Women gymnastics..
The Americans are good...
Can't remember that particular girl's name, but her strunts are so elegant and her balancing is really good!
Seriously the women's performances are far better than the men gymnastic i watched last night.
- Aug 09 Sat 2008 22:06
Happy National Day Singapore!
Walalala~ It's Singapore's Birthday!!!
Happy National Day!!!
I don't have the tickets to celebrate National Day with everyone..
But it's okay! i still get to "hear" the fireworks! haha
it's Singapore's 43rd Birthday!
Yesterday i was still tellling my dad that, the media here in Singapore are pretty poor thing because on one hand they have to report on the Olympics stuff, and on the other hand, they have to report on Singapore National Day..haha
But apparently, today it's almost all about National Day! haha
- Jul 31 Thu 2008 21:48
My Second Blood Donation
Last thurs was the J2 maths mock prelim paper 2..
super sian, it's not really very difficult but i seriously can't say it's easy..
Hope that God allow me to get better results for it
.
Anyway, i had my lunch at KFC with Pearl and some of the guys.
Variety Meal, yummy! I love the cheesy garlic butter prawn nuggets though the chicken breastmeat was a bit messy to eat...
Haix, but i just got to know that there's no more BANDITO(i love it since it is not messy to eat and with yummy vege)!! it got replaced by the dunno-what-roll..
Next time i will try it, but i don't believe it wil be nicer than bandito pocket..
Endless of teasing at the KFC..
super sian, it's not really very difficult but i seriously can't say it's easy..
Hope that God allow me to get better results for it
.Anyway, i had my lunch at KFC with Pearl and some of the guys.
Variety Meal, yummy! I love the cheesy garlic butter prawn nuggets though the chicken breastmeat was a bit messy to eat...
Haix, but i just got to know that there's no more BANDITO(i love it since it is not messy to eat and with yummy vege)!! it got replaced by the dunno-what-roll..
Next time i will try it, but i don't believe it wil be nicer than bandito pocket..
Endless of teasing at the KFC..
- Feb 11 Mon 2008 23:59
"miracle" for me~
Today is almost a "miracle" for me.
'cause i only manage to go to bed at 3.30a.m after i finish my physics homework.
This means that i only got approximately 2.5 hours of sleep and off i went to school =.=
Was doing my Maths homework during the Econ lecture, listening to lecturer and writing my maths at the same time.
This is one of the rare occasions for me to feel so "efficient"...
Kinda happy that GP P1 test is postponed 'cause i forgot to study
( i am super dumb can, keep thinking P1 is comprehension when it is composition..)
Pearl brought the Wang Wang Milk Candy, and for a moment i thought i smell baby's milk vomit(yucks~)
'cause i only manage to go to bed at 3.30a.m after i finish my physics homework.
This means that i only got approximately 2.5 hours of sleep and off i went to school =.=
Was doing my Maths homework during the Econ lecture, listening to lecturer and writing my maths at the same time.
This is one of the rare occasions for me to feel so "efficient"...
Kinda happy that GP P1 test is postponed 'cause i forgot to study
( i am super dumb can, keep thinking P1 is comprehension when it is composition..)
Pearl brought the Wang Wang Milk Candy, and for a moment i thought i smell baby's milk vomit(yucks~)
- Feb 10 Sun 2008 01:00
天氣熱，大家的脾氣也暴躁起來？
你好，我是美薇！
Harlow, I'm Jane!
難道天氣熱讓大家也一起暴躁嗎？
Wonder is it due to the hot weather that caused everyone to be so hot tempered?
從昨天我就對姐姐們很不客氣，她們明明就沒對我怎麽樣啊？
From yesterday..For no particular reason, I behaved quite mean to my sisters.
可是我也不知爲何對他們發脾氣。
Harlow, I'm Jane!
難道天氣熱讓大家也一起暴躁嗎？
Wonder is it due to the hot weather that caused everyone to be so hot tempered?
從昨天我就對姐姐們很不客氣，她們明明就沒對我怎麽樣啊？
From yesterday..For no particular reason, I behaved quite mean to my sisters.
可是我也不知爲何對他們發脾氣。
- Feb 10 Sun 2008 00:58
What does my name means?
You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
ou have the classic "Type A" personality.
- Feb 09 Sat 2008 23:56
Yet another weird dream!
哈囖~我是美薇！
Harlow~ i am jane!
我這幾天的夢是越來越奇怪。
I am having weirder and weirder dreams recenetly...
前幾天是夢到我傢附近有soil erosion的現象，可是我傢不是倒塌，而是被“移”到別的地方（珍珠大廈對面）。
Few days ago, i dreamt that my house area was experiencing soil erosion problems, and instead of collapsing, my house block actually shift to another place(opposite Pearl's Centre)..
- Feb 09 Sat 2008 00:16
Thanks for your concern!
謝謝大家的關注！
歡迎請到我另一個部落個更快閲讀我的點點滴滴!
http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/jane-jsw
- Feb 08 Fri 2008 23:25
大年初二！
大年初二！
2nd day of Lunar New Year!
今天超不淑女的，一睡就睡到1：30pm。
Was super not lady-like today, slept till 1.30pm.
哎呀，反正今天只回去阿姨傢，也不所謂啦~
Aiya, anyway today only intended to go aunt's house, so doesn't matter la~
- Feb 06 Wed 2008 20:19
Just before Lunar New Year
Just before Lunar New Year~
Went to school in the morning for celebrations~
Super few people from my class went to school la.
I think only got Jeaneve, Noelle, Weiming, Elgin, Jian Wen, Cheng Kai (X.X)and Caoxun (=.=).. did i miss other ppl??? ohya, and mr Low lor!
- Jan 09 Wed 2008 01:23
Orientation 1 '08
Yes, finally i am updating about myself. Good news to most of my friends is that this updation shall be in English this time round, simply because i will die if i write everything in Trad Chinese.===Orientation 1 of year 2008 - OG10===
=Admin Day=
it was really a WTH morning 'cause all OGLs were needed to reach school at 6a.m!! Hello? I live where, and the school is where?! The stupid Yonghong, Zhihan and Sheldon decided to camp over in school on NEW YEAR DAY, I was obviously reluctant to do that. Good thing was that Weiming's dad gave me a lift to school (which led to all the "tragedy" that my good old outram friends are doing to me even now..zzz..ROAR!!). 1st time reach school so early, JJ can be quite eerie in the morning ya..
Met my campers finally and i felt so awkward to attempting to start conversation with them, as u know i am such a shy girl right? PLUS, They are soooooo quiet! The OGLs were so worried la, 'cause the campers like very anti-social..haix, we thought that's the end. [BTW, that stupid xinglu didn't appear until the morning assembly]
